May 19 2026. dear dumb diaryblogg. Its currently 3:50 am in da morning. I woke up at 3 and i cant get back to sleep. Frikk my lyf.



Dear dumb diary blogg. i got the day off today. im very happy but also kinda scared... =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪‧̣̥̇) Mama wants me to clean my room >//<. I've been getting such crap sleep the past three nites and i'm sooooooo confused why. everythin hurts. (╥﹏╥)

AND OMG when i woke up at 3 last nite, it was bc i had an itchybite on my foot! it itches so bad i hate bitey bugs...! #headache.



Dear dumb diary blogg.

i'm such a little turdface omg.

i'm a picky eater and i always have been, and tonight i literally couldn't eat it but it was such a simple meal i feel so bad for my parents... (╥m╥)

I don't even want to eat anything anymore i'm such a chud crying over stupid food. 

dear dumb diaryblogg.

mum walked in on me crying in bed.

i have so much anxiety over nothing I can feel my head about to explode.



may 20 2026.

DEAR DUMB DIARYBLOGG,

ughhhhh totes boring day > <

We have to start practicing exams and tests and it makes me wanna cry (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)

i hate hate hate haaaate writing and tests and essays and exams and stupid stupid writing crap (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)



May 21 2026

Dear dumb diaryblogg

I had walking for sport today and we had to cross a high bridge...(╥﹏╥) im like supa afraid of heights and deep water... then a train past and it started shaking and i was like AHHHH (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)

Today im also getting my friend a birthday present! Me n my friend both put in $25 for her so were getting her a 50 dolla roblox giftcard.



dear dumb diaryblogg...

tomorrow i'm going to primex and i'm suuuuuuuupppaaaaaaa excited bc there's lots of freebies...



May 22 2026

dear dumb diary blogg...

ughhhhh i'm soo tired > <

i went to primex and it was soooo supadupa fun! i got heaaaaps of freebies, score ˵ᗜ⩊ᗜ˵.



May 23 2026

Dear dumb diaryblogg.

Today i almost cleaned my room (Scary) and i lm making cookies right now (yummy) but i ate too much dough ao my tummy hurts...

Happy birthday to my friend btw!



may 24 2026

dear dumb diary blogg. big day #eyeroll. now I have until morning to finish an important assignment. I'm so tired I want it all to end.



May 25 2026

I forgot to blog yeaterday im sorry > <

I had a essay yesterday and i cried. #lozer



May 26 2026

DEAR DUMB DIARYBLOGG FRIKKKKKK

I DID SO BAD ON MY ENGLISH ESSAY THAT IT WASNT EVEN WORTH AN E SO THEYRE LETTIBG ME REDO IT BECAUSE IM SO DUMB!!!! I'M GONNA KMS AND AND AND AND AND CUTMYWRISTSAGAINFURKKKKKKKKIHATETESTSS.

i deleted my sh rant

sorry crash out xxx



may 27 2026

my redo test is tomorrow. i'm so scared. I think mum and dad are disappointed in me. I feel like crap. :(

i'm stressing so much oh my goodness.



May 28 2026

THAT SHIT WAS EASY BLEW IT OUTTA DA PARK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHA I WAS LIKE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STRESSED BAHAHA



may 29 2026

Today was sooooooo fun OMG we watched the backrooms movie and it was soooo cool and fun and scary I loved it.



May 30 2026

Today i did nothing but my mum tried to get me to clean whoch us scary (scared emoji)



May 31 2026

dear dumb diaryblogg, today all i did was watch steven universe, pick my nose, and itch my bum. 10/10 day.



June 1 2026

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 😍😍😍😍😍



June 2 2026

I cut again.



June 3 2026

I cut again again but i put a bandaid on it so im pretty much a doctor. We got stuck in a parking lot because our car battery went flat. I left my chocolate in the car. 😢



June 4 2026

Today we had to sing infront of the whole school. I was so embarrased i wanted to throw up. I got a D on the other half of my math test. Im useless.



June 5 2026

I didnt cut today. I was too lazy and i was on call with a friend. Whatevs. We played roblox and it was soooo supadupa fun!



June 6 2026

I have to clean my room and mum will give me a hundred bucks. I still feel unmotivated. Im such a friggen bum. When i started this syt i swear i had so much swagger and niw tbis is just a vent dump. I swear i will try to have more ultimate swag >\\<



June 7 2026

Today I did NOTHINGGG i'm such a a lazy booty bum. (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) mum got mad cuz I stayed up to 4 last nyt... I'm doing it again lolz. ˵ᗜ⩊ᗜ˵



june 8 2026

ive had 3 days to clean my room. I've done nothing. I'm SUCH a lazy booty butt!!!! (╥﹏╥) I seriously think I have something wrong with me!!! It makes me wanna cry :((((((( I WANA clean my room but I just can't >n<



June 9 2026

Last nite i deleted riktok and now im having like suupwe withdrawels. My friend made me a painting of blossom tho!!! Shes buttercup and her friend is bubbles >\\<



June 10 2026

Today we mase pasta bake at school and ir was really fun



June 11 2026

Im so friggen tired man

i'm rewatching tengoku-daimakyo and I rlly miss it sm... I watched it when it was still making episodes and I was sooooo devistated when they stopped making them >//<



June 12 2026

Ughhh today was SUCH a bore...



June 13 2026

Ik going op dhopping!!!!!



june 16 2026

ouuu shiii I died. on Friday my fav comic people kissed after like ten years and I was like oh yeah oh em gee oh yeah so kyute yay i'm so happy.



June 18 2026

ROBERT I FUCKING HATE YOU b b b b b but y y y y y youre m m m m m m my c c c c c crush uwu













June 19 2026

I got a haircut today but I think it looks too short :( "oh my God today was so tuff I got a new haircut and I got a new jumper kawaii" "I love Robert I love Robert so much oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah I love gooning to Robert he's such a hottie"



June 20 2026

uh ni me uh ni me I was on call with fatfatfatfatfattttt Robert for 34 hours ouuu shiii and now we're dating ouu shiii



june 21 2026

today I hung out with Rob da bum 1115 all day but since it's Sunday most of everything was closed (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) but its okay because we hung out and I was like oh yeah



i haven't cut in a while i'm pretty happy



June 22 2026

today in ag i had to do a stupid race but my team won so yayyyy but now i have to do finals tomorrow and i'm scareddddddddddd

now i'm doing homework w robdabum my dear chuzz on call



june 23 2026

furk my lyf bruh we instantly lost the race, two people on the other team so they got the athletic boys on there's, And me and my chud best friend had to run first but we're lowk fatties so we kinda lost >//<

tomorrow we have this massive assembly thing that goes for 4 periods about racism I think. which is good bc racism is obviously bad and is a problem in my school. but its gonna be sooo boring (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)



June 24 2026

Assembly was kinda good but it was long and kinda boring, I drew sonic with his feet out twice. har har.



My Dear Arthur, You never showed up, and now, after looking at the newspapers I understand why. I don't imagine you will receive this letter but I nonetheless must send it. Arthur, oh, Arthur. I was just starting to dream the silliest and softest of dreams. I miss you, and I will always miss you but I cannot live like that, and it seems you cannot live any other way.



When I am with you, the world makes sense but when we are apart, I see clearly that your world is not a world from which one can escape. I am so sorry, for everything long ago and for starting up that business again. There's a good man within you, Arthur but he is wrestling with a giant. And the giant, wins, time and again. You've broken my heart, again and I fear I have broken yours.



For that, I will never forgive myself but you must let me go now. I enclose a ring you gave me many years ago, when we were both young, not because I don't like it, but because I care for it far too much and it reminds me too much of you. I hope, one day you will find some people in love who can use this, for it kept me thinking of you all these years, and I hope by returning it to you I can finally be free. Goodbye, Mary.



june 25 2026

ughhhhhh i was soooo like bored today and ive been pissed all sarvo thinking abt mum bc she took like over 70 fucking bucks from me like omfg you bitch. #eyeroll



June 26 2026

Dear dumb diaryblogg

I"M SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED MY DOGPISSED ALL OVER MY BED FOR FUGGSAKE OMG I WANTED TO CUT AGAIN SOOOOOOOOOO BAD BUT I WAS LIKE NO KAV YO HAVE A SLEEPOVER GRRR AND I WAS LIKE AHHH OMG AND ROB DA BUTT WILL BE SAD AND I WAS LIKE AWWW OK SO I DIDN"T DO IT BC IM SO SIGMA BUT I"M STILL SO fUGGIN MAD AT MY DOG LIKE BITCH WTF



June 27 and 28 2026

I had a big sleepover at my friends and I was like yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

June 29 2026

I was sick so I got today off. I had to change my bedsheets but I couldn't do it so I was like waawaawaa and then I was on my phone like a bum, and my dad came in and was like oh em gee hahahahahahahaha you can't do anything ( because I can't clean my room either because I'm such a fat fucking chud who's a lazy bum who cant do shit) so then I was like waawaawaa for three hours because I was like waa I'm a bum waa i'm useless, and I was in the shower listening to sad songs that made me cry more. I really wish I was dead sometimes. I can't die because my mum has a really bad anxiety thing, she gets panic attacks sometimes. if I died, especially if I killed myself, she would get sick, real sick, and even dead I would still feel guilty. I had such a bad day.

i didn't cut though.